I really don’t know where to start, I have “reset” so many times and found myself back where I began, a sine wave of ups and downs so carefully hidden behind the façade that the world is allowed to see… or more correctly, that the world wants to see…
To summarize “me” I chose this from the endless pages, I agonized over what to choose but if there was a statement that defines me, it would be this:
I thrive in chaos.
Constantly moving, thinking, doing…
When I stop, loneliness comes crashing forward and crushes me against the weight of reality, and I am left to gather the pieces of myself that lay shattered about.
May 11, 2018
I need to just relax and let my mind go…
Musings 